Though I Walk through the Valley of the Shadow of Dementia
by Cecil Morris
I can yet name every woman
whose breast I touched (or tried to touch)
in the 60 years since I first perused
the small photos of Greek sculptures in the
encyclopedia with something like lust.
Some days I count them off, my rosary of desire,
just to make sure I have them still,
something time and dementia
have not yet taken from me—
like that short poem about the kiss
time could not steal by that English poet
whose name I cannot quite recall.
I hold their names in my mouth,
sweetest chocolates that bring back
pleasure I probably did not then
and do not now deserve.
I do not always know where my keys are
or my hearing aids or that book
I may have read before but will read again,
must search through the house like that English fellow
hunting Tut’s tomb or that American
in Africa looking for a doctor lost.
No matter. All comes right. I have their names
and the memory of their breasts still,
and I know still I like a nectarine—
all summer’s sweetness in my hand.
Cecil Morris, a retired high school English teacher and Pushcart and Best of the Net nominee, has poems appearing in Amethyst Review, The Ekphrastic Review, Hole in the Head Review, New Verse News, Rust + Moth, Sugar House Review, and elsewhere. He and his partner, the mother of their children, divide their year between the cool Oregon coast and the sizzling Central Valley of California.